Balls

So I've started experiencing some symptoms of not wanking it. Most noticeably, headaches and sore balls. I don't know if my colleagues are experiencing it, but it's affecting me. It doesn't make me want to wank it, but it sucks.

Anyways, I'm starting to worry that if I don't use it, I'll lose it. What happens if I decided to give in and nothing happens? What happens if I start to go at it and if fucking hurts? What if I go so long my balls explode? What if my balls explode the next time I orgasm?